MMMMM Caaaaaannnndddddyy (and Red, i love him)

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Well, Halloween was fab-u-lous!! I was a cow. Moo! Mear Bear was a rider and Keenan was Darth Vader. We Trick-or-Treated in my neighborhood for like 2 or so hours. Then we sang happy birthday to mom.

Anyway, then i went to mear bear's house where i hit on red, and yellow and blue (his other colorful friends. . . GET IT? AHAHAHAHAHAH) Then i went to her Nini's house where we had the most adorable treats. hot dog fingers, bread stick bones (with goo and blood for dipping sauce of course) i spilled my punch on the table cloth. twice. in the same stinkin spot. :-) you know you love me.

CIVE ME THE CANDAAAAAYYY!!!!

So, i know that my last post was depressing and i never posted about the dance (which was fab btw) i am happy to note that i am: happy-crazy-high-on-candy-excited!!!!! TODAY IS HALLOWEEEEEEENNNNNN!!!!!!!

:-)

So heres the plan- tirck-or-treat with mary then possibly sleep over her house. I GET TO SEE RED!!!!

AND TODAY IM EATING LUNCH WITH MS MCHUGH!!!!!!!!!

ok, enough caps.

ily (with one y!)

ps. i got a new bestfriend named ERIN.
pps. whooooohoooooo!!!!!!

Urgh

I know this is my first post in a while but whatever. Its going to be a depressed one.

Why can't i be rich?

I cant afford to go on any trip whatsoever that would change my life and make me want to learn spanish all over again. i cant afford my borderline-cool-phone, and will soon be demoted back to a trackphone, i cant afford even afford to ask for things because i know that there is so much pressure on my parents to make me feel like i can afford stuff.

and im pissed about it